Tomorrow
Did I ever have one?
Did I ever try to a have one?
Do I even know how?
I needed a guiding hand, don’t we all?
Maybe it was there but I never saw it.
Was it me?
Was it them?
Who cares?
Still, why wasn’t it there?
It seems like it should have been.
I think about it a lot.
I try to figure out how but never put anything into action.
Am I scared, reluctant or maybe I don’t want it.
Not sure what it is that is holding me back.
Don’t know how to get started or where to start.
Easier not to.
Reach out every now and then but usually not reached back to.
It could be there, maybe tomorrow.
Tomorrow runs out and passes by.
Another tomorrow is here but, all the buts.
Maybe a
tomorrow or maybe not.
It could be but do I really want it to be?
That is what is always there.